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by Pete Bodo
It seems like a statistician's error, but Serena Williams is back in the U.S. Open women's singles final for the first time in **six years. If you had told me three years I would have said, "Oh." If you said four, I would have responded, "Are you sure."
But six? I feel like Rip van Winkle or someone. Where does the time go?
But there she'll stand, a female player in a sport that has managed to wipe out some of the most cardinal rules by which many women live their public lives: never get caught wearing the same thing as another woman at an event; don't wear an outfit more than once to an occasion where you might see people you saw the last time you went out, and - don't rip a 100-mph backhand passing shot at an opponent's face. It's un-ladylike, the game's equivalent of getting into a hair-pulling cat-fight at the buffet table, where one of you might end up with your face smooshed into the platter of chopped chicken liver.
Serena went for the decapitation option - twice - in her semifinal with Dinara Safina on Arthur Ashe stadium this afternoon, once early in the match (at 1-2, with Safina serving and already up a break), and then in the third game of set 2, by which time Serena was ahead, 6-3, 1-1. The second effort found its mark on Safina's breast, and it might just as well have been a dagger in the chest because it ultimately led to the critical service break that sealed the match. Lest you fall into the camp that tsk-tsks such barbaric acts (leave that stuff to the men, girls, you're better than that!), it was all in a day's work.
At the net for the post-match air-kiss or soul hand-clasp, the first words out of Serena's mouth were a sort-of apology - something to the effect that it was nothing personal. It was refreshing to see that Dinara smiled and assured Serena that no offense was taken. Can you tell that she had an older brother - one who happens to be in the same league as Serena in the Big Personality department?
I went on at length about this because there wasn't a whole heck of a lot more to say about that semifinal, which followed a more nuanced and absorbing clash between Elena Dementieva and Jelena Jankovic. The wind that signaled the approach of Tropical Storm Hannah was kicking up by the time the singles action began, and if it was tough for Elena and Elena-with-a-J (I wonder if Dementieva feels she somehow got shortchanged in the name department?), it was close to hell for the women who followed on, which probably was a worse deal for Safina than Serena.
This was only Safina's second Grand Slam semifinal (her first was in Paris, in June), and the first one she's played under seriously trying conditions. It takes a battle-hardened veteran to approach a Grand Slam semi as another day in the office, and especially as a bad day at the office. The standard approach is to focus on what you need to do, with an underlying ambition to showcase the game that got you there - to show what kind of stuff you've got.
Oh, sure, you know it's going to be windy, and with the help of your coach you come up with some adjustments in the game plan. But that stuff doesn't really penetrate, not as far down as that place where your desire to impress and strut your stuff - blast your way to the final in a blaze of glorious winners - resides. And when that urge is stymied, it undermines your game like sea water flooding over a sand castle.
It's funny, but as I was writing the words above I was also listening to Safina's presser, and this is how she put it: "Well, it's tough to enjoy it when it's -it was pretty windy today. . . I would say it's too bad that from my side, maybe today I was 80 percent (on my game), but I spent 60 percent of that on being negative on the court, like shooting (sic) around and complaining about everything instead of spending all 80 percent totally focused on just the point-by-point. And this was - I think I was behaving like a really spoiled girl on the court today. This I cannot permit myself playing in semifinal of a Grand Slam. So I have to really learn from these things if I want to get better."
If anything, Safina was being a bit harsh on herself, but she got the point. Joy is great, joy is fun, playing your best tennis under ideal conditions is the grail. But overall, it isn't about the joy. It's all about avoiding that sickening feeling and the thought: I just lost a Grand Slam semi .