Caroline Garcia threw her arm high in the air and brought it down hard in frustration. On the one hand, the reaction was understandable: She had just missed a return of serve and allowed her opponent, Donna Vekic, to hold serve. On the other hand, it was a little weird: Garcia’s mistake made the score 1-1 in the first set. The 21-year-old Frenchwoman had played two games at Roland Garros, and already she was slapping herself on the thigh.
It was that kind of day for the 31st seed, who, despite going up a set and a break, would eventually lose to 165th-ranked Donna Vekic of Croatia, 3-6, 6-3, 6-2. Garcia double faulted seven times, two of them at the most inopportune of moments: To give back her service break in the second set, and to go down a break in the third. She rushed on her backhand, overhit her forehand, and played with a good deal more anxiety than patience.
Vekic, as Garcia herself said, played well, and at just 18 years old she's still a serious prospect. There was nothing the Frenchwoman could do about her 13 aces today. But as soon as Garcia, France’s second-ranked woman, coughed up the lead in the second set, she seemed to guess that bad things were about to happen for her again in Paris. And she was right.
Those bad things didn't stop when she left the court. This was the first "question" that Garcia heard from a reporter in her press conference afterward:
“It’s a bitter disappointment, total disappointment. Why is this the case?”
Garcia begged to differ about how “bitter” the disappointment was, but she didn't disagree with the "total" part. Mostly, she sounded desperate for an answer to her problems in Paris. In her four trips to Roland Garros, she has lost in the second round, first round, second round, first round, and first round again. Court Philippe Chatrier was the place where she announced herself to the world as a teenager in 2011, when she nearly upset Maria Sharapova and inspired Andy Murray to say that she would be No. 1 in the world someday. Now it has become the court that she dreads most.
“I’m disillusioned,” said Garcia, who went out in a hurry, 6-1, 6-3, to Ana Ivanovic in Paris last year. “Every French Open I can’t play tennis, whether I’m playing a Top 10 player or Vekic, who is a good player. I can’t make it here. It doesn’t depend on the opponent. It just depends on myself, and I can’t play here at the French Open, and hope that will change in the future.”
Garcia asked to be put on another court, but was denied.
“I made that request,” Garcia said. “I wanted to play on a smaller court. But that’s the way it is. They decided to organize the match on center court, and I practiced for the whole week. But it’s very different to practice.”